...About Rebelling

Are you a rebel?

Or were you a rebel?

Or have you yet to rebel?

Rebel against what you ask? Oh just about anything and everything in life.

Rebelling against you teachers.
Rebelling against the system of wherever you are.
Rebelling against your parents.
Rebelling against life.

Growing up, I have watched my friends rebel, one by one. The one who used to be a rebel in school has now turned over a new leaf. Those who were to afraid to rebel are doing it right now.

The ones who made so much trouble back in school are now the mature ones in their daily interaction with other people.

The ones who were timid or always do what's right, are rebelling now that they're away from home.

Me? I guess I didn't really have time to rebel. Or am I permanently rebellious? Can't tell the difference. I guess I was too busy trying to please other people or proving myself.

If you want to rebel, do it early in your life.
When your life does not depend on you not rebelling.
When you don't have to worry about your future.
When you don't have to worry about how to get by in life.
When you won't screw up anything major by rebelling.

So That's What I Think.

...About Things You Have to Walk Away From

There are things in life you have to walk away from.  And there are those you just have to tolerate and put up with it day by day for the rest of your life.

But there is one thing a woman should never put up with, the one thing a woman should ALWAYS walk away from. An abusive partner.

Recently, Rihanna the superstar-good-girl-gone-bad came out in the open about what happen the night Chris hit her, he hit her so badly, her face was bruised, swollen, bloody. Yet, after that, she went back to him. But thank God she has walked away.

I watched all her tell-all videos.

Click here to watch.

I feel strongly about this matter. Because I know more than enough girls who have been through it. Fortunately, the experience is not first hand.

If a guy hit you, once. You put up with it, that's understandable. But if he hits you again, harder than the first time, honey, walk away. Or better still, run as fast as your stilettos allows you to. Don't turn back.

If he hit you once, chances are, HE WILL HIT YOU AGAIN.

Stop thinking who's fault it is.
Stop thinking why he hits you.
Stop making up excuses for him, because he sure did not try to find an excuse not to hit you.

If you're not even married yet, all the more reason to walk out of it right here, right now.

I have a friend who got beat up, she was beat up so badly, only thing left is for her to bleed. But she went back. And she's still there. I hope he doesn't hit her anymore, and if he does, I hope she walks away this time.

It's like cancer, either you've been through it, or someone you know have been through it.

So That's What I Think.

...About Bento #23

Wow, 23. I can hardly believe it.

But then it'll stop next week, when I go back to the other side of my job where eating time is unfixed.

So here's #23

On the left, fried rice fried by yours truly on the right chicken in oriental sauce, leftover from dinner the night before.

This is today's bento, am not going to number it as it's the same stuff as #21.

Happy Bento-ing!

...About Terry Fox Run 2009 Lake Gardens

This is the third year in a row I've attended! Kudos to me!

And that's all the exercise I'll do this year. ;p hahahahah.

Pikcahs!!

This year it's back to black. I personally prefer black shirt. Slimming ain't it?

Let's look at the crowd...

Okay okay, wrong picture to depict the crowd.

Like last year, it was hosted by Yasmin Yusoff, but no Ida Nerina this year.

Here we are getting ready for warm ups.

Pictures of people in awkward poses (they were following the aerobic routine unlike me)

 

 

 

After all the huffing and puffing trying to keep up with the steps shown by people from Celebrity Fitness, we were finally flagged off!!

First few minutes into the run....(it's not a race, it's a run, or in my case, walk)

 

 

Look at the crowd.....

Half an hour later......

 

HAHAHAH dwindling in numberssss

The Point of No Return....

Right after the sign...

 

ehehehe....went for the advance route again this year.

And every year, these are the people I look forward to snap pictures of...

But this year, we have something extra special...

Starbucks Baristas in their apron!! ahaks. chun.

I call this, classic Terry Fox Run Scene...

I saved the best for last...

awwwww

Lots of new people this year, cos when Yasmin asked how many have done this before, not many hands went up.

See y'all next year!!

...About Finding Out Your Worst Suspicions Are True

Now I know why I have been a mad and angry person for the past few years.
I keep flipping out over the smallest things.
My old friends would know that I don't normally get angry easily.
Nowadays I get angry at the snap of a finger.

Today it has presented itself to me.
What made me the angry bitch that I am today.

I'm at a place where I don't really want to be in the first place.
I'm here because I can.
I'm here because I thought it's not a bad place to be anyways.
But the future is so vague now.

So so vague.
I'm so disappointed.

You put you future in other people's hands.
People who were so sure about what they were doing, they thought they were the best.
But along the way, the plans keep changing.
You realize they didn't really plan anything yet.
There's nothing concrete to look at.

Then you think, is this really happening?
Can this actually happen?

Then you find out, it's not happening.
At this point of time, they are not sure when it can happen.
They are running out of ideas on how to make it happen.

It's like, there's no light at the end of the tunnel.

But in my case, they haven't even built the tunnel yet.

But at least now, today, after all the questions, I can exhale.

I know where we stand.

Nowhere.

I'm going to live like I'm dying.

I was angry because I could easily be someplace else doing things I'm actually passionate about instead of forcing myself to built this tunnel that keeps collapsing. And that people who actually want to be there aren't even bothered to try and built the tunnel.

So That's What I Think.

...About Bento #21 & #22

I fell asleep yesterday before I could update here T_T

Aaanyways....

#21!!

A non-leftover bento!! Left hand side, green apples and beef frankfurters. Right hand side, tuna mayo sandwich with lettuce.

Moving on to #22

 

 

Back to leftovers....on the right, chicken stew, on the left, white rice and fried tang hoon/soo hoon/tong fun whateveryouwannacallit.

That's all the bentoes for this week folks!

See ya next week!

Happy Bento-ing!

...About Bento #20

The big two-oh yaw!!!!!

No, not yaw, like the yaw, movement about the vertical axis, Yaw! you know, like you all, y'all in a very hip hop way.....

ahaks, okay watevsss

#20!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Top tier chicken curry. Bottom tier, white rice cham brown rice. And its all from, you've guessed it! Left over from dinner the night before! You are so smart!

Please click on all the advertisements on your way out my dear readers, please and thank you.

>_<

...About Being The Best (in things that matter)

No, you don't have to be the best in everything you do.
As long as you do what you are supposed to do.
As long as you get things done.
As long as you actually do it.

No, no one is going to give you an appreciation certificate if you did your best and came out on top.
No one is going to give you a pat on the back and say "Good Job Mate!"
No one might even notice you did your very best.

Someone might notice and hate you for it.
Someone might hold a grudge on you for putting the bar that much higher.
Someone might snide you for being such a competition.
Someone might bitch about you for being a perfectionist.

But,
You do it anyway.
You strive to do the very best that you can.
You go the extra mile just to make it that much extraordinary.
You do it the long way just to get it right.

Why?

Because no one is stopping you.
Because no one tells anyone to not be the best that they can be.
Because it makes you happy.
Because you know you won't be satisfied if you didn't try your best.
Because it matters to you and the people dear to you.

And just simply because you can.
You can be the best that you want to be.
Just be.

So That's What I Think.

...About Bento #18 & #19

#18. Just sandwich. Chicken mayo sandwich. Yup, that's all. Am actually running out of ideas on what to bento. >_<

#19. Top is white rice and 2 boiled potatoes. Bottom is fish curry with brinjal and lady's fingers, leftover from dinner.

Happy Bento-ing!

...About Bento #17

This time, the fried rice is by yours truly! >_< In the silicon cup is beef stroganoff we experimented for dinner from a recipe book. I have no idea how it's SUPPOSED to taste like, and we were missing some ingredients. All in all, edible.